August 2017... A Special Month Indeed ...

A month filled with love, connection and identity.  A month like no other ....

243/365 Party Animal ... not much party left in this old boy ...but his heart of pure gold still dazzles me ...

243/365 Party Animal ... not much party left in this old boy ...but his heart of pure gold still dazzles me ...

And now July!

Woohoo ... on a roll ... facilitated mainly by access to internet that moves faster than a snail!

And June!

I am really jumping in wholeheartedly in ignoring that perfectionist side which says ..you really are not up to the mark with this ... doing the best I can, when I can ...and gaining a small sense of satisfaction in just not giving up!  So here is June 2017 ....

Finally! May!

I am so far behind in posting ... and for the first time contemplated giving this away ... and actually decided that yes I would. I would just stop. And even though I decided that, here I still am.  Because deep down I don't really like to just stop; to give up. I like to complete what I set out to do. Even if that means changing the rules slightly.

So, one of the reasons I decided to stop, was that being so far behind in my sorting and uploading meant that I have somewhere along the way I have misplaced, deleted, or filed in the most obscurest of places some photos - leading to some gaps. For somewhat of a perfectionist it was these gaps and the difficulty in trying to fix them (made more frustrating with the sporadic snail pace internet connection) that led to me to reach a conclusion one night that I would stop. Admit defeat.  If I can't do it in the perfect way I envisaged in my head, I will not do it at all.  

So even though me head decided to stop, my heart just said carry on. Fill the gaps however you want.  So that's what I did.  From me to you - here is my May 2017.

151/365 Who Me?

151/365 Who Me?

CY365 2017 April

So here I am again, very late - but still taken on the right day!  It's been a struggle but I refuse to be beaten - even if I am still three months behind in getting them upload to here!  

It still teaches me the value of perseverance and commitment - no matter if the outcome is not perfect or as I want.  The value is in the process and the continual trying. The value is in knowing that in some way this teaches me valuable lessons, and still asks me to look to the creative, even if only for the briefest of moments, every single day!

CY365 2017 March

Three months in already - 90 days down!!

90/365 Change|Transition

CY365 2017 - February

And here is February!

CY365 2017 - January

Here we go ... January 2017 ....